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Cajun
Nights
© Copyright Samantha Winston, Patrice Michelle, Annie Windsor,
2003.
All
Rights Reserved, Ellora’s Cave, Inc.
Prologue
Sunset prowled Louisiana’s Atchafalaya Basin, thieving
glimmers from the swamp’s unrelenting black surface.
Tributaries became dark wells. Slow-moving rivers grew bleaker
than the Styx and twice as deadly. Like veils between worlds,
Spanish moss hung from cypress branches, concealing more than
most dared to imagine or understand.
Snakes sliced across inky surfaces as owls preened and readied
for the night’s hunt. Here and there, crickets and toads
rehearsed for a deafening performance, and a bull gator’s
heart-chilling bellow cleaved the humid air. Birds struggled
to find roost before they fell victim to the swamp’s
insatiable appetite—and as for bipeds, human or otherwise,
they hurried to the nearest refuge. Only fools and murderers
remained in the Atchafalaya after nightfall, along with a few
brave souls and yet a few more lacking sanity’s wisdom.
Rubie Breaux counted herself among the former, and sometimes
the latter. Sometimes, Rubie thought she’d been born with the
Atchafalaya, and when she died, the old Basin might just
wither with her bones—or at least Daemon Swath, the isolated
patch of mud, rock, and swamp grass where she lived and farmed
and saw to ceremonies in her oum’phor, her Voudon
temple.
“Foolishness,” she muttered. Talking to herself had become
second nature long before Maman Rubie forgot how old
she was getting. Now, she could scarcely remember the spelling
of her name, who loved her enough to call her Maman,
who knew her enough to address her as Tata, and who
simply pointed and whispered about “dat old mam’bo on
dat damn cursed island.” She could no longer fully remember
even the gentle lines of her Haitian mother’s sweet face. She
recalled what was important, though. What had to be done. She
didn’t dare think about what would happen to the world she
knew when she died. Those thoughts were simply too horrible to
bear.
As darkness stole across her herb beds and chicken yard,
covering her vegetable garden and her clothesline draped with
newly laundered ceremonial flags, Rubie moved quickly despite
her white-clad bulk. Adjusting her cotton dress and apron, she
leaned forward and touched up the paint on the trunks of her
reposoirs, the trees where the loas, the gods,
lived. She took care to use the exact shade of each loa’s
favorite color. She knew exactly what the gods liked to drink,
what they chose to eat and how to cook it—and this was
fortunate, for Rubie and her foremothers tended the most
unforgiving of mystères. Maman Rubie and her
people kept the Pethro Rites. They served—and to some extent,
contained—the darkest of loas and the darker sides of
benevolent gods.
She finished painting the base of the last live oak at
moonrise, then glanced toward her two-room shack. It would
feel like paradise to slip inside and take a short nap, but
many hours of work awaited her in the oum’phor. The
wooden building’s four rooms needed to be swept, and the
packed-earth peristyle, or courtyard, too. The
peristyle’s central post and the nearby pé, or
altar, needed dusting, as did the two Pethro drums. Rubie’s
asson, the calabash rattle filled with stones and snake
vertebrae, sacred symbol of her power—well, that was looking
dusty, too.
Rubie sighed. Sometimes, she wished to be a young initiate
again, free of the burden of leadership. Or maybe just a
hoodoo adept like most in New Orleans, casting love charms
and simple spells, barely noticed or known by the loas.
Such was not her lot, though. Rubie Breaux was a mam’bo,
an empress of Voudon, and she knew her responsibilities all
too well.
Mustering her waning strength, she started for the oum’phor—then
froze and shivered.
A strange spirit energy had crossed onto Daemon Swath.
“Something that don’ come often.” Maman Rubie sniffed
the thick night air, hoping for a scent, a perfume, some clue
to tell her which loa had chosen to make a visit
without being summoned by the drums, chanting, dance, and
offerings of a proper ceremony. Such things were unusual, but
not impossible, especially in times of trouble.
Rubie sniffed again. “Smells like…hmmph. Fancy European toilet
water. What you be doin’ here, Mademoiselle Charlotte?”
Of course, the capricious loa refused to answer.
Heaving a sigh, Rubie changed course and hauled her old bones
back to her cabin. It took her a good hour to collect and
prepare what she needed: a cup of syrup-sweetened water, a
glass of clairin, and a plate of just-cooked tender meat of a
very young chicken. Rubie arranged all of this on a tray lined
with pink, Mademoiselle Charlotte’s favorite color, and she
carried it through the darkness, out to the edge of the yard,
and placed it at the base of her only pink dogwood.
Minutes ticked by.
Mosquitoes worried Rubie’s arms and face. She swatted at them,
but didn’t even consider going inside. Charlotte was the
trickiest of tricky. Temperamental. Headstrong. She’d take her
time, mais, oui. Just to be a dickens.
After another few seconds, the contents of the cup, glass, and
plate vanished.
Before Maman Rubie could move or speak, Mademoiselle
Charlotte’s presence seized her like a storm. Pictures flooded
her tired mind.
A dark man, with wicked purpose.
A woman sought by a man outcast, even from his own heart.
A cursed man, bearing blood-burdens and grief.
And more. Infinitely more. Perhaps the breaking of all she had
protected, the finish of all she held dear. Maybe even her own
doom.
By the time Mademoiselle Charlotte departed and left Rubie to
fall to her aged, aching knees, the mam’bo of Daemon
Swath realized great good and great evil would come home to
the Atchafalaya. The fate of many souls turned on the actions
of the three people she had visioned. May the gods help
them—and all the lives they would touch.
Two of them would be her visitors, no matter that they weren’t
initiates, and no matter her personal feelings. One man was
her long-lost foster son, heading to the swamp in great peril.
Charlotte had instructed Rubie to answer the questions they
would pose. For what purpose, Rubie could but guess.
Mademoiselle Charlotte, a mystery among mystères,
rarely shared her intentions, be they fair or foul. Rubie knew
one thing for certain, though. With Charlotte involved,
nothing would be simple…and everything would have a price.
Le Mystère by Samantha Winston
He docked his boat on Daemon Swath and
rubbed his face nervously. It was three-thirty by his watch.
There was a light in the oum’phor though. As
Luke stepped onto the rickety dock, a cool breeze caressed the
back of his neck, sending gooseflesh down his arms.
“Merde,” he said under his breath. He hefted the burlap
bag in his hands and from it an angry hissing sound came. On
the way he’d spotted a water moccasin and he’d caught it.
Tata liked presents. “Don’t worry, you’re going to like it
here.” The snake just hissed.
“Hurry up boy. You plannin’ to stay there all night?” Tata
called to him, her hands on her hips, her eyes flashing in the
dark.
Luke winced. She sounded pissed, almost like she’d been
expecting him. How would she—no, best not wonder how she knew
things. Well, he was here now. He held the bag out in front of
him. “Bonjour Tata. Here’s a
gift for you. I know how much you like snakes.”
“If I didn’t like snakes, I wouldn’t like you.” She snatched
the bag from him. But her voice was teasing and she reached up
to ruffle his dark hair. “Luke Braquesmar. My favorite hood.
So, what brings you out here tonight?”
“A ghost. Hey! Careful with that, you don’t want to stick your
hand in that bag.”
She ignored him, reaching in and drawing out the snake. She
held it just behind the head. It twisted its long body around
her arm. “What kind of ghost?” she crooned to the snake.
Luke stepped back, his eyes on the serpent. “Jesse Dubois.” He
slapped at a mosquito sting on his forearm.
“Jesse Dubois? The woman your daddy was accused of murderin’?”
Tata’s eyes sharpened with interest. “So that’s what
Charlotte tried to tell me. She showed up all in a fuss
complainin’ that Pishou was givin’ her orders again and that
Sir Quentin had insulted her because of a woman with a missing
shoe…
“She didn’t make any sense at all, and when I questioned her
she looked strange all of a sudden. Almost like she wanted to
cry. ‘She’ll come if you call,’ she said, and then she
vanished.
“Well, come inside boy, the mosquitoes gonna eat you up
alive.” She led him into her house, not the oum’phor,
and she put the snake in a wicker basket, verifying the lid
was on tight. Then she put some water in a kettle and set it
on the stove. “Sit down Luke. I’m making some tea.”
“Oh, granny says bonjour.” Luke sat on a wooden chair
at the kitchen table. His eyes picked out the nicks and
scratches he’d made as a child. How many hours had he sat here
while his granny talked with Tata? He used to feel as
home here as in his own house, as long as Tata wasn’t
looking at him. He sighed, fidgeting in his seat. If only he
hadn’t been such a crazy, stupid teenager.
“Luke, the past is the past,” said Tata, as if reading
his mind. She put some herbs in the hot water and then poured
it into three mugs. “Here, this will help you relax. I swear,
watchin’ you is like watchin’ a June bug in a henhouse.” She
sat down with her mug in front of her, and put the third mug
between them in front of an empty chair.
“Which loa will come?” His skin was prickling again.
“Is it Charlotte? Sir Quentin?” Tata’s eyes were
closing and she was breathing deeply. The light flickered and
went out. “Wonderful,” Luke muttered.
“Jesse Dubois, I summon you,” said Tata. “Come now, or
leave my fiston Luke alone.”
“Tata, I…” Luke’s heart was hammering in his chest.
Oh great, he thought, I’m going to die of a heart
attack. Tata can cure snakebite, but I bet she’s never had to
revive someone from a heart attack—
A white figure appeared in the third chair. “What the fuck!”
In his hurry to get up, he tipped his chair over. The figure
shivered, wavered, and then solidified into a person. Luke
jumped backwards, his feet caught in the chair and he hit the
floor with a crash.
The lights went back on, but the white figure didn’t
disappear. She leaned over and looked at Luke. “Hello again.”
Luke’s mouth was so dry he couldn’t speak. His legs were
trembling so hard his heels drummed the floor. Merde!
Triple merde!
“Luke’s a bit shy,” said Tata, patting the girl’s hand.
“Here is some tea, chère. Drink up, it will give you
strength. Luke, get up and sit down properly. You’d think you
never saw a ghost before.”
“Charlotte never shows herself to me, and besides, I didn’t
know she would show up.” He didn’t want to look at her,
but at the same time, he longed to grab her and hold her
tightly. His heart pounded frantically and waves of heat
washed over him. A ghost! Seeing her face in an old, faded
newspaper hadn’t brought that fact home. Seeing her appear
from thin air sure did.
It figured. He finally met a woman he wanted to get to know,
and she was dead. His whole life was a fuck-up, why not his
love-life too? Well, he wouldn’t have long to feel sorry for
himself. His heart would give out any minute now.
“Luke, fiston, we have to talk now.” Tata’s
voice was gentle and she took his hand in hers. She took
Jesse’s hand too, and then Jesse took Luke’s hand, joining
them in a triangle. A soft light flowed from Jesse and
surrounded them. It didn’t feel like the same violent shock as
when Luke had first touched her. This was a quiet, slow
seepage of energy.
“That’s right,” Tata’s voice was soothing. “Ghosts
ain’t nothin’ but troubled energy. Too much disturbance, and
everything all knotted up. Got to sort all that out. Got to
settle it down.” She closed her eyes. “You’re back for a
reason, child. Got to find somethin’, that right?”
“Yes.” Jesse sighed deeply. “Something is lost, and I must
find it. But what?”
Tata nodded, her whole body moving like one of her
snakes. “Bones. You have to find your bones.”
“Why?” Luke couldn’t help blurting out. Damn, Tata
didn’t like it when he interrupted.
Tata frowned but kept her eyes closed. She seemed to
listen to a tiny voice in her head. She nodded slowly. “You
have to find your body, Jesse child. When you find your bones,
you’ll have solved the mystery.”
But, no one knew what happened to her body. Was that the
mystery? Or would that solve the murder? “And then what?” Luke
asked.
“That’s not clear.” Tata opened her eyes and peered at
Jesse. “You have to hurry. Someone else be searchin’ for your
bones.”
“Someone else? How do you know?”
Tata turned her gaze to Luke. “He came to see me an’
asked about her, that’s how I know.”
“Who was it?” Luke’s voice was hard.
“Jacques Lesnoire.” Tata let go of their hands and
leaned back in her chair.
“But…” Luke sputtered. “Jacques Lesnoire? What the hell he be
wanting with Jesse’s bones?” Lord, he must be tired. He was
starting to sound Cajun.
Tata’s eyes narrowed. “I be wondering the same thing,
fiston. If you want to know, I think maybe he has
somethin’ to do with this whole story. Maybe this is the time
to set things right.”
Luke frowned. “If Jacques had something to do with this, can’t
we just call the cops?”
“And say what? You don’t know where her body is, so the police
can’t do anything. You have to help Jesse, Luke. She came back
for you.”
He looked at the woman—no, ghost. His fists tightened as fear
churned his stomach. “I have a job to do, I can’t do this. I
can’t help a ghost. I’m…” His thoughts flew like leaves in the
wind, fluttering madly.
“Your job takes you into the bayou, into the swamp. Chances
are her body is nearby where you found her. You’ll have to go
back and seek out her bones.” Tata’s voice was stern.
“You have to help her Luke. You were chosen. It’s time you
cleared your father’s name.”
“How?” Clear his father’s name? Was it possible?
“First, you have to make Miss Jesse stay.” Tata looked
up at the clock ticking on the wall. “The sun will be up in an
hour. You’ll have to hurry, boy. In an hour, she’ll fade and
she won’t be able to come back. It may be too late. She needs
to be here in flesh and blood, and only you can do that. Give
her your seed, she’ll be fixed here. Your seed or your blood.
It’s up to you.”
Luke stared at Tata. His body trembled. “You don’t know
what you’re asking of me,” he whispered. He would not panic,
he would not. But did she mean what he thought?
“Please?” Jesse had been silent until then, but now her voice
broke past his defenses. Her eyes were pleading. “I need you,
Luke.”
Images of another night flashed in his mind. He winced. Why
did Jesse have to look at him so hopefully? How could he ever
tell her?
“I’m going to the oum’phor. I won’t be back before full
daylight.” Tata chortled then patted Jesse’s shoulder.
“My fiston will help you. I give my word.”
“Tata!”
A feverish heat coursed through his body and his cock
stiffened almost painfully. A sweet yet spicy taste clung to
his lips. “What was in that tea?”
Embrace the Moon by Patrice Michelle
Prologue
Hanging moss slapped at his face as he dashed through the
dark, murky swampland, adrenaline pumping through his veins in
an all-time high. The squishy sound of the damp earth beneath
his feet only echoed the vibration of his pursuer’s surefooted
steps as he chased him deeper into the bayou.
Rafael Delacroix glanced back, his heart racing. He caught
sight of the hunter’s silky dark hair as he gracefully jumped
a fallen tree. Gritting his teeth, Rafael increased his speed,
refusing to let the old childhood fear take over. But try as
he might, he couldn’t completely extinguish that frightened
feeling that came from deep within and now lurked just beneath
the surface…a feeling he’d buried underneath a calm, cool
exterior more than forty years ago.
Fuck the bastard who dared to wreck his private solitude.
Clenching his fists, Rafael slowed his pace, letting the
hunter draw near. Screw him and those like him who killed his
family and by the nature of that act, his very security and
identity right along with them.
Ripping his shirt open, Rafael tugged the damp silk from his
body. The sultry night air, combined with his exertions,
didn’t make undressing an easy task, especially while running.
When he tossed his shirt away, a contemptuous smile tilted the
corners of his lips as he slowed his pace, kicked off his
pants and waited for the hunter to attack. He closed his eyes
and inhaled, noting a change in the air surrounding him—an
indication the hunter had leapt into the air.
Rafael turned and shifted to his wolf’s form right as the
attacker connected with his body. Both wolves hit the ground
hard, rolling until they tumbled over an embankment. As they
slid down the incline, they inflicted damage, teeth ripping at
fur covered flesh. They snarled and snapped, each trying to
find the other’s weakness. Wet, slippery leaves, smelling of
musky earth, clung to their bodies, making it difficult for
Rafael to catch an identifying scent.
When they reached the bottom of the embankment, the
adversaries slammed into the water. Rafael recovered first and
managed to paw his way out of the sucking mud in the bottom of
the swamp. But he barely had time to recover before the black
wolf was on him, pinning him down with his thick paws as he
clamped his massive jaw around Rafael’s neck—a jaw that could
so easily snap it if he moved even an inch.
Fear me not, the wolf spoke in his mind. I’m your
alpha. I mean you no harm.
Panting, Rafael responded mentally, his tone calm but
commanding, I answer to no one.
The wolf growled and tightened his hold. Rafael fought the
innate urge to submit to the obvious alpha above him. But he’d
spent his entire life depending only on himself for too long
to do anything less than rebel. Kicking his back hindquarters,
he managed to rack the wolf good in his testicles. To his
credit, the alpha wolf only flinched, never releasing his
hold.
His attacker’s canines imbedded into his flesh and Rafael
inhaled, accepting his fate. But the deep inhalation brought
the alpha wolf’s scent deep within, unlocking a familiar smell
that gave him strength in the early years after his family’s
death and his prolonged isolation.
Before he had a chance to respond, he saw a gator out of the
corner of his eye, ready to attack the alpha above him. At the
bull gator’s bellow, Rafael instinctually growled deep in his
throat and then touched the large reptile’s mind, telling him
to shove off.
The alpha wolf had released his neck and stared at the gator.
His body stiffened, ready to do battle, but the gator took
heed to Rafael’s warning and slipped quietly back into the
dark, murky water.
The wolf turned his crystal green gaze back to him, tilting
his head in curiosity.
Now I know for sure. I’m glad you made it, Rand. The
wolf panted, his jaw widening into a huge smile. Baine and
I had hoped…
Rafael heaved a deep, pained sigh as his body naturally
shifted back to human form. Holding the form for as long as he
did outside of the full moon’s tide weakened his strength.
Lying underneath the alpha wolf, the confining position made
him feel threatened—more than a little too much like the
experience he’d had as a teenager. He pushed against the
wolf’s chest, shoving the animal off of him.
Rolling away, the black wolf easily shifted back to human
form, a wry laugh echoing in the woods. “You never could hold
your wolf form for very long.”
Rafael slowly stood, heedless of his naked state as he brushed
leaves and forest debris off his body. “And you always were a
cocky bastard, Ethan. It’s Rafael now. With my new life, I
created a new identity.”
Ethan gave an easy laugh and stood as well. He glanced at the
gator swimming just below the surface. “I’m glad to see you’ve
tapped into your vampire powers, my friend. The ability to
touch animals’ minds is quite a gift to possess.”
“It’s both a blessing and a curse,” Rafael responded wanting
desperately to shake the man’s hand who had saved his life
years ago. Yet, at the same time he fought down the desire to
punch him square in the jaw for not giving him a choice to
stay and protect his family. Even though Ethan and his brother
knocked him unconscious, he did owe them a debt of gratitude.
Without them, he would have died four decades ago. During the
lonely years that passed, there were many nights he wished he
had died, but some inner demon never let him give up, driving
him to survive, despite himself.
The emotions warring within him, churning his stomach and
burning his chest, couldn’t stop the inner joy he experienced
upon seeing another wolf after so many decades—one of the few
he could call a friend.
Instead, he reserved his excitement at seeing Ethan as he
awaited the man’s reason for seeking him out. He met Ethan’s
emerald gaze and his lips twitched in amusement at the
realization that Ethan had matured into a man a good three
inches taller than his own six feet two inch height—such
towering height keenly appropriate for a Chief Wolfen.
The memory of that very title caused fury to sweep through
him. He clenched his fists and said in a low voice, “You’ve
called yourself alpha. Tell me that means you’ve displaced
Haden and sent his treacherous soul straight to hell.”
Ethan ran a hand through his shoulder length pitch-black hair
and sighed. “No. Over the years, the older I got, the more
Haden resented my ability to shift to wolf’s form at will and
not be bound by the moon’s cycle.”
Rafael curled his lip in disdain. “Welcome to my world.”
Ethan turned a sad gaze his way as he placed a hand on his
shoulder. “As half- werewolf, half-vampire, even at fifteen
years old you represented a far greater threat to Haden than
Baine and I ever did. If nothing else, with your vampire
blood, you would have outlived the bastard. I’m sorry we
didn’t get there in time to save your whole family.”
Rafael’s heart ached at the mention of his parents and sister.
Their deaths hung heavy in his heart. If he’d been a little
older and more in control of his powers, he could have stopped
the killing frenzy Haden and the wolves in his pack—his very
own fucking pack—had embarked on that early morning so many
years before. When he tried to stay and fight, regardless of
the odds, Ethan knocked him out cold.
He furrowed his brow. “Did Haden punish you for helping me?”
Ethan clenched his fists and snarled. “No. He was too busy
going berserk to notice us carrying you out.”
Never one to mince words, Rafael got right to the point. “Why
are you here, Ethan?”
Ethan walked over to the swamp and squatted, washing the mud
off his hands while he spoke. “I left the pack. I’m too alpha
to be under Haden’s rule. He knew it and I knew it. It was
only a matter of time before he went on another ‘house
cleaning’ spree.”
“Why didn’t you challenge him?” Rafael asked, incredulous.
“Surely, the entire pack would benefit from his death.”
Ethan scooped water in his palm and let it trickle through his
fingers. “The pack is Baine’s, Rafael. I couldn’t stay. I’m
just as alpha as my brother. When Baine takes over, you know
as well as I do two alpha males in a pack spell trouble.”
Rafael folded his muscular arms across his chest. “You still
haven’t answered my question as to why you’re here.”
Ethan glanced over his shoulder and smiled, his teeth flashing
white in the darkness of the dimly lit bayou. “I’m starting a
new pack and I had hoped to convince you to come with me.”
He whistled softly three times and Rafael looked up at the
sound of someone exiting the thick woods. When a white wolf
emerged, it’s sleek stature smaller and more delicate, Rafael
couldn’t help the slow smile that spread across his face.
“Hello, Tayen.”
Good to see you healthy and well, Rand. Or did I hear it’s
Rafael now? she responded mentally in an upbeat tone.
Brilliant blue aquamarine eyes, just as startling as he
remembered, stared back at him.
She bounded around, turning in circles, still the same
energetic white wolf she’d been as a young pup. He admired the
positive aura she’d always projected, especially considering
her plight. Everything about Tayen was polar to the rest of
the pack. Her coloring was stark white while the others were
shades of gray, brown, and black. But the most unusual aspect
of Tayen was that she remained in wolf form all month, only
shifting to human form during the full moon’s cycle while all
the other wolves roamed on four legs.
The only reason Haden didn’t kill her was because she posed no
threat, not to mention the fact that in human form Tayen had
been the most striking young woman he’d ever seen. Rafael
could only imagine what she looked like now that she’d fully
matured.
“Tayen joined me when I left,” Ethan spoke, jerking him out of
his reverie. “I had hoped to find you and offer you the same,
Rafael—a home and a pack to join where you’d be appreciated
for your differences, not persecuted.”
“We make quite the group of misfits, don’t we?” Rafael gave a
self-depreciative laugh.
“No,” Ethan said forcefully, unfolding his tall frame to face
him as a scowl drew his dark brows together. The hard lines on
his face softened and he gentled his tone continuing, “Not ever
with me, Rafael. You’d be appreciated for the unique powers you
would bring the pack, not ridiculed.”
He sensed the power in Ethan, the pure alpha dominance he exuded
with every word, every slight movement of his body. Rafael’s
mind rebelled against such dominance while the ingrained wolf
instincts within him urged him to accept the closeness of the
new pack life Ethan offered him.
He gritted his teeth and fought the urge. Shaking his head he
replied, “I have made a life for myself here, Ethan. Thank you
for the offer, but I must decline.”
Ethan met his gaze, staring deeply into his eyes. “Have you
mated then?”
Rafael shook his head. “No, I don’t need a mate.”
Ethan smirked. “The instincts to mate are strong, Rafael. Living
out here in the bayou, you’ve been able to ignore them. You need
to get out more, mingle, mix with others.”
Rafael’s body tensed in a defensive stance. He frowned at Ethan.
“Like you know so much. I see no mate traveling with you, old
friend.”
Ethan gave him a feral smile. “That’s because I won’t settle
down until I find her.”
“Won’t Haden hunt you down considering you’re trying to
establish your own pack?”
Ethan nodded solemnly. “All the more reason to find my alpha
lupina sooner than later. If you change your mind, just follow
your instincts. Now that my scent is fresh in your mind, you
shouldn’t have trouble finding me.”
Ethan started to walk away, Tayen following in his wake. He
turned back saying, “When you find her, your lupina’s scent will
drive you insane until you’ve well and truly mated. A home with
a pack is what you’ll need then. We’ll be waiting.”
“Don’t hold your breath,” Rafael mumbled.
Ethan chuckled and walked away saying, “You always were a
stubborn Loup.”
As Ethan and Tayen made their way back through the woods, Rafael
heart went with them.
He gritted his teeth and shook off the need for company. He’d
lived his entire adult life alone, well, save Cordelia, but she
knew when to leave him be.
Ethan’s words echoed in his head, ‘You always were a stubborn
Loup.’ Loup. Ethan had always seen him as an equal wolf, even
considering his half-vamp status. The warm evening breeze blew
softly against his bare chest, drying the dampness that clung to
his skin as he exited the swamp lands and made his way back to
his house on the outskirts of the Atchafalaya Basin.
Malédiction by Annie Windsor
Most of the time, Chank Arceneaux’s mind and heart resided with
the dead. His past, his present, and his future intertwined with
lives stolen away too soon, and he himself lived wrapped in the
near-suffocating cocoon of his own five senses.
It was safer that way, for him and for any woman he might
otherwise pursue.
Like this one.
Kiri Auckland had been the first female to jolt him back from
his self-enforced emotional exile—literally the first moment he
met her five years ago. She had a force of spirit, a personality
that walked in the room before she did. In a sea of dark suits
and jaded attitudes, she…glittered.
He had tried to read her then, get a sense of her true heart,
but he couldn’t.
That only increased his desire to get to know her, so of course,
he avoided her. Somehow, though, they ended up at the same lunch
spots, the same meetings, the same trainings.
Now, here she was, distracting him in the middle of a crime
scene investigation.
Dieu.
He gazed at her, amazed, once again captured by the mix of
innocence and almost carnivorous strength. Her soft southern
accent, that skin, her coal hair, even the warm depths of her
dark eyes—she had to have Creole blood, maybe even more than she
knew. Sometimes Creole babies came in porcelain instead of
sultry brown. Throwbacks to the more European mix, before the
newcomers adapted to the differing climate of this continent.
She was well-proportioned, soft to look at, rounded and full and
womanly. God, but he hated the walking skeletons who threw
themselves at him. He had no desire to bed cadavers or little
girls. This woman, though—damn, but he could get used to looking
at her more closely. All the time. She would fill his arms, feel
so soft against him when he pulled her close…
Stop. Merde!
Without shame or hesitation, she seemed to sink into the baggie
she held tightly in her sun-pinked hands.
Foolishness, he chastised himself in a voice surprisingly
like that of Maman Rubie, the old mam’bo on Daemon
Swath who once ministered to the needs of his family. Don’t
look at her long. This curse you carry, you swore you’d never
pass it on.
Maman had seen to him at Sanctuaire after the tragedy,
and she was the only living being who knew what he really
was. And until Chank met Kiri, Maman Rubie had been the
only human he couldn’t “read” with his special senses.
Why? He directed the question to the absent Maman,
as if she were sitting in the front seat. I am Trakyr.
Why can’t I sense this woman’s basic nature?
He could read all other living essences within his range. And as
always, every predator from overzealous agents and cops to a fox
in a hole some miles away. At the moment, the small, mean
impulses of sewer rats hammered on his defenses. Must have been
thirty of them, scuttling along the tunnels below the pavement.
Predators came through like screams on his radar, and all he had
to do was flick his attention this way or that to absorb what
they experienced. Chank Arceneaux had spent his life seeing,
hearing, tasting, touching, and smelling the world through such
blood-hungry beasts.
Saner minds like Kiri Auckland’s—well, of those, he knew little.
Kiri shifted in her seat, clearly using some sort of enhanced
perception to examine the hair he had presented to her. The
color and texture left little doubt that the hair might be a
match for hers. It could have been his, but he was almost
certain it wasn’t. His abilities didn’t extend to the inanimate,
but he suspected hers might.
Chank had been watching Kiri since she took his place in
Profiling, but he had never approached her alone or asked her
about the special senses he thought she had. All along, he’d
been aware that she would be too much of a temptation. Living a
celibate life was a real bitch sometimes, oui.
Besides, she was educated and cultured. Very…proper, from what
he could discern. Swamp rats from Louisiana wouldn’t be her
speed. She seemed more a Vanderbilt University and mint julep
type. Probably screamed if she saw a crawfish up close.
And yet, here she was, princess in the flesh, in the back seat
of an FBI Taurus. She was…right next to him, so close he could
smell the gentle scent of woman’s perspiration and warm vanilla.
If he tried long enough, he could probably peg the brand of
lotion and bath soap.
The hunger of a nearby predator, a cat, made Chank turn his head
just as Kiri flinched and crumpled the evidence bag like she
wanted to fling it out the window. Something had upset her
deeply, and now proceeded to etch itself along every line and
muscle of her sunburned face.
“What is it?” Chank shifted his focus back to her so fast he got
dizzy. He hadn’t felt so off-balance since he was ten years old
and stealing his first kiss from Marie Beauregard over at St.
Elizabeth’s Parish. The sudden urge to throttle whatever or
whomever had bothered this woman made him narrow his eyes. “Tell
me what you see, chère.”
Kiri looked stricken. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Mais, oui, you do.” Chank did his
best to ignore the cat—closer now, hungry, on the prowl. He
managed a smile despite the telltale hardening of his cock and
autre. Damn things had minds of their own, and the worst
timing. “You see things, know things others don’t, just like I
do. We don’t need these secrets, you and me.”
“Don’t speak to me like we’re old friends, Agent Arceneaux.”
Kiri’s eyes flashed. She scooted a little ways away, then
attempted a glare and failed. They locked eyes, and for a
moment, she seemed pliable, a little more open.
Chank’s heart ached, watching her struggle with herself. He knew
how badly it could scar a sensitive soul to see death all
around, and he knew how difficult it was for women to achieve
respect in the old boy’s club of the FBI. Don’t feel, don’t cry,
stop being female, deny your woman’s strengths, be male
if you want to get ahead. This insistence that femininity was
somehow weak infuriated Chank.
Most FBI agents had never known a woman as powerful as Maman
Rubie, and they wouldn’t likely notice her if they did. They
wouldn’t sense the depth of inner strength, the well of passion
and feeling in a woman like Kiri Auckland.
So much worse for them, oui.
Seconds passed. Chank smelled fresh air and meat as the hungry
cat scented prey. A bird. Yes. Bird, bird, bird… He
rubbed his eyes to shut out the feline, as usual with minimal
luck. Maman Rubie had taught him some tricks, made him
some potions, but peace was hard to come by.
The silence between Kiri and Chank grew, obscured by the crowd
noise outside the Taurus. He didn’t dare break it. She was
skittish, this one, both professionally and personally. The next
move needed to be hers, or she would never trust him.
Gradually, her harder veneer reasserted itself, and Kiri
Auckland became all business again.
“Is that your hair in the bag?” Chank asked, his voice huskier
than he intended.
She nodded.
“How?”
A sigh, a shrug. “I don’t know.”
Chank tensed. His Trakyr senses might be failing him, but
his lawman’s instincts told him she was holding something back.
He cursed himself for not befriending her before this, so that
she might share her secrets.
“Would you tell me if you did know?” Lame, but he couldn’t think
of better.
Kiri evaluated him with eyes like glittering black diamonds. Her
closed expression was answer enough.
“I’m not your enemy,” he offered, turning his hands palm up. “If
you hadn’t taken my spot in Profiling, I would have let it go,
oui.”
“Convenient.” Her curtness increased as her hands strangled the
evidence baggie. “Nice to know I wasn’t chosen on my merit—that
you were leaving anyway.”
“Not every man in the FBI is a competitive, self-absorbed
bastard.” His upturned palms clenched into fists. “Give me a
chance?”
“Are we finished here, Bat—er, Agent Arceneaux?”
Now Chank couldn’t help another smile.
Batman. She almost called me Batman. From her, I wouldn’t
mind, non. Where’s my cape?
“We aren’t finished until you tell me what you’re holding back.”
He intended to sound friendly, but knew his words came out
surly.
She glared at him, and an insanely protective urge rose as he
thought about the Houngon involving Kiri in his crimes.
Was the bastard becoming obsessed with her? Could it somehow be
Chank’s fault, for liking Kiri?
No. Mais, non.
Please! But the worry rang true, much to
Chank’s dismay. Yes, it made an awful sort of sense, that the
Houngon would use such a woman to bait him—a woman Chank
admired, even if from a distance.
His lack of focus cost him.
For a moment, the scene in the car shifted to pavement and
grass. The top of a bush scrubbed Chank’s head as he hungrily
eyed a nearby Mockingbird. His stomach rumbled. He kneaded the
earth with his paws, unsheathing his claws as he crouched—
Damn!
Chank blinked hard, jerking himself out of the cat’s mind and
forcing his attention back to Kiri.
“Tell me what you’re hiding,” he urged with new vigor. “You need
an ally. I understand the burden of…extra senses.”
Kiri answered by staring past him, out the side window of the
Taurus and into the crowd beyond. From the corner of his eye,
Chank could see Dane Hughes working the reporters, pandering to
the audience. Dane was a born publicist, the ideal special agent
in charge.
“Don’t want to embarrass you or cause you trouble, catin.”
He deliberately made his voice calm, as soothing as possible,
despite a powerful urge to roar with guilt and frustration. “I
just want—”
“I’m not your doll, damn it. Or your honey, or your sweetheart,
in English or in French.” Kiri’s expression turned bland. She
wasn’t being waspish, only firm. “I grew up on the coast. I
speak enough patois to get along, so save your Cajun
charm. My name is Kiri Auckland. Agent Auckland to you. Yes,
it’s my hair, and no, I don’t know how it got in the vèvè.”
She paled as she said this. Chank wondered if she was thinking
about the dead woman or the woman’s blood, used to paint the
symbol.
“You’re lying,” Chank said quietly. “And we both know if you
don’t tell somebody the truth, the next vèvè might be
drawn in your blood.”
Kiri’s upper lip curled in answer. She fixed him with a cold
stare and said the last thing he expected to hear from her
beautiful cultured mouth.
“Bec mon chu.”
With that pronouncement, she threw the baggie on the seat
between them, slid sideways, punched the lock release, and left
the Taurus in a swirl of black skirt, vanilla musk, and
indignation.
Bec mon chu.
Kiss my ass.
“Love to,” Chank murmured, watching her ample, enticing hips
sway as she stalked into a gaggle of milling black suits and
white coats.
Too bad it could never be.
Chank knew in his gut that her involvement was his fault.
He also knew he had to get as far from Kiri Auckland as
possible, without confession of his interest. Her only chance
was for him not to care—and that would be hard, indeed.
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